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Drop the Notes, Hear the Spirit

It was my first time speaking to a large group of women, and I had carefully prepared and practiced from my notes. I pulled my daughter into the hallway, and we prayed that the Holy Spirit would speak through me to these women. I wanted them to know they weren’t alone, that their stories mattered to God, and that their stories might be the breath that helped someone else breathe a little easier on their own journey.

I was called up to the mic and looked over the sea of faces: eager, tired, reflective, anticipating.

And I dropped my notes. I didn’t need them. I just needed to allow the Holy Spirit to speak through me.

In Acts 10:44-48, Peter is sharing the good news of Jesus in the home of Cornelius, a Roman centurion. Until this moment, many Jewish believers assumed that Gentiles would need to adopt Jewish customs before they could fully belong to God’s family. Yet while Peter is still speaking, God interrupts those expectations.

“The Holy Spirit came on all who heard the message” (Acts 10:44).

The Jewish believers who accompanied Peter are astonished. The same Holy Spirit they had received has now been poured out on Gentiles. There is no distinction. No second-class status. No additional requirements.

God makes it unmistakably clear that His grace is for all people.

This moment is as much a revelation for Peter as it is for Cornelius and his household.

Peter had arrived at Cornelius’s home because God told him to go. He had already seen the vision of the sheet lowered from heaven. He had already understood that God shows no favoritism. Yet God was not finished teaching him. As Peter speaks, the Holy Spirit takes over.

The Spirit confirms what Peter is only beginning to understand: salvation is not limited by culture, nationality, background, or human expectations. God welcomes all who come to Him through Christ.

Sometimes, we want clear rules, predictable formulas, and carefully outlined plans. Yet throughout Acts, the Holy Spirit often moves beyond human expectations. God is always consistent with His character, but He is not limited by our assumptions about how He should work.

Peter witnesses something larger than his notes, his traditions, and himself. I think that’s why I dropped my notes that day.

Not because preparation doesn’t matter. Peter prepared. He studied Scripture. He faithfully proclaimed the gospel. I prepared, choosing Scripture carefully and praying about what these women needed to hear.

But at some point, preparation must give way to participation. When we stop trying to control everything and allow the Holy Spirit room to work. Pastor Amy suggested this to me the first time I served as liturgist and arrived with my own carefully written notes.

“Just let the Spirit speak,” she told me. I carried that lesson forward.

I dropped my notes.

Maybe today you are carrying carefully written plans for how God should answer a prayer, heal a relationship, open a door, or change a circumstance.

What if God wants to do something bigger than your notes?

What if the Spirit is already at work in places you would never expect?

Acts 10 reminds us that God is still surprising people with grace. He is still breaking down barriers. He is still inviting unlikely people into His family.

Our task is not to control His movement but to respond when He moves.

Sometimes faith means holding our notes loosely enough to hear the Spirit speaking.

Reflection Question

Where might God be asking you to let go of your expectations so you can recognize where His Spirit is already at work?

Prayer

Holy Spirit, help me trust Your leading more than my plans. Open my eyes to see where You are at work and give me the courage to follow. Amen.

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ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Linda Cobourn

Linda Cobourn picked up a pencil when she was nine and hasn’t stopped writing since, but she never expected to write about adult autism and grief. When her husband died after a long illness, she began a remarkable journey of faith with her son, an adult with Asperger’s syndrome. The author of Tap Dancing in Church, Crazy: A Diary, and Scenes from a Quirky Life, she holds an MEd in Reading and an EdD in Literacy. Dr. Cobourn also writes for Aspirations, a newsletter for parents of autistic offspring. Her work in progress, tentatively titled Finding Dad: A Journey of Faith on the Autism Spectrum, chronicles her son’s unique grief journey. Dr Cobourn teaches English as a Second Language in Philadelphia and lives with her son and a fat cat named Butterscotch in Delaware County. She can be contacted on her blog, Quirky, and her Amazon author page. 

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